On October 14, 2009 I had the most beautiful girl i've ever laid eyes on. I named her Willow Elise LuVisi. Right before her 1 month bday my husband decided that he wasn't happy anymore and decided to move out. I feel like that is the ultimate unforgivable thing... walking out on your wife and your new born child.
In his mind he has done nothing wrong. I am always the one at fault. He treats me like im crazy... and maybe i am for wanting to keep my family together.
In my head i know that i could provide a better life for my baby on my own rather then with him. He is emotionally abusive and an all around hateful person. But i love him... its like something switched in his brain. He went from wanting to do anything for me to hating me and not even caring about our child. Its such a hard decision to make.
He came over last night and we sat and talked and smiled for a bit.. and then i asked him what he spend his last pay check on because he told me he couldnt pay me child support and his answer was bar tabs and going out to eat. That pissed me off... He is obviously selfish. I should just give up. I can do so much better.
